COMO SIGO ADELANTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand that she won't come back, i know i can go on, but how, whith wat suport, how do i know that all this will come to pass and that everithing will be happines once more, someone told me to look for the light of happines inside me but i told her that,- there is no light for me, at least not right now-, i feel cold, dead, and afraid, afraid that i am alone and that no one is here with me in this dark place, no one can get me out beacos i dont let them, i don't want to be alone but, allthough i am not alone i feel alone, i can't feel any one here, i no longer feel alive, i cant feel if im breathing, and it's all beacos mens worst weeknes, WEMEN, well now i no why they call her mens worst weeknes, my heart can't take any more of this, i wish i could go to a land where pain desapairs whithout a trase and you never feel it again, the same friend that told me about looking for the light of happines told me to be positive, and i told her,- i have been positive all my life and where has it led me, to sufering, thats all, to thinking she will come back, life is black, it's cruel and spainless, all my life have i waited for the future, all my life have i waited so that my life can get beter, all i know is that right now the only reason i live is beacos of GOD and my FAMILY.
Spesialli my family, i can't leav them, they say they need me here, so there for i can't go, even though they are here i can't feel them, i yous't to feel there precense.

So i did it again, here you have an other piece of my heart revealed to you.

Nos vemos amiguitos!!!!!!!!!!. :(