COMO SIGO ADELANTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand that she won't come back, i know i can go on, but how, whith wat suport, how do i know that all this will come to pass and that everithing will be happines once more, someone told me to look for the light of happines inside me but i told her that,- there is no light for me, at least not right now-, i feel cold, dead, and afraid, afraid that i am alone and that no one is here with me in this dark place, no one can get me out beacos i dont let them, i don't want to be alone but, allthough i am not alone i feel alone, i can't feel any one here, i no longer feel alive, i cant feel if im breathing, and it's all beacos mens worst weeknes, WEMEN, well now i no why they call her mens worst weeknes, my heart can't take any more of this, i wish i could go to a land where pain desapairs whithout a trase and you never feel it again, the same friend that told me about looking for the light of happines told me to be positive, and i told her,- i have been positive all my life and where has it led me, to sufering, thats all, to thinking she will come back, life is black, it's cruel and spainless, all my life have i waited for the future, all my life have i waited so that my life can get beter, all i know is that right now the only reason i live is beacos of GOD and my FAMILY.
Spesialli my family, i can't leav them, they say they need me here, so there for i can't go, even though they are here i can't feel them, i yous't to feel there precense.

So i did it again, here you have an other piece of my heart revealed to you.

Nos vemos amiguitos!!!!!!!!!!. :(

Lo CANCELARON BUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!

Mis queridos lectores perdon por haber dejado de escribir pero nada interesante me habia pasado hasta que el viernes no informaron de que los 40 lugares del paseo no se llenaron y lo cancelaron.

Pero bueno no toda la vida se obtiene lo que uno quiere y eso lo aprendi de la manera mas DOLOROSA posible, en fin nada trajico,feliz,triste,malo etc., me a pasadoy por lo tanto no hay mas palabras que decir masque "Uno pierde y gana cosas, pero lo que no te puedes ganar en a una persona, si talvez algunas personas dicen "me voy a ganar su corazón" pero ganartelo enserio imposible y uno no puede pedirle a DIOS cosas asi porque nomas cuando se nos ofrece algo le pedimos, pero que les pareceria si hablaramos con el a diario estar en contacto y si el quiere el nos dara lo que nuestro corazón en realidad quiere".

Bueno Amiguitos cuando algo interesante me pase les aviso.
Adios ammiguitos. :)